DAy 38 & 39: My Experiment
August 23, 24, 2018 Photo by Larissa_K
It is hard for me to believe but I actually did so much moving around yesterday that I thought I had written the blog post. Not.
I was able to put a carpet out on the back railing and scrub it with carpet cleaner. I hurt today but it is good hurt if you know what I mean?
I am struggling with plain meat. On Wednesday I ate only meat but had very few bites. Yesterday I was so hungry but could not get it down. I added 100gms of cheese and 2 slices bacon. It helped. Since I am moving more it seems to me to be a sign.
One of the things I was looking for as a result of “all meat” is that the gut brain would be more discerning. In the past I did not trust its food requirements so I over rode it or went with it. Neither worked out well. Since testing cheese and bacon and having good results the gut brain might just be on the road to better discernment. Not only for food but in relationship to people, emails I answer and so forth are shifting and changing. A wonderful plus.
I have gone from way over emotional some weeks back to an equanimity. I am not as over charged emotionally. My choices are different. Without trying by the way. I am no longer pulled with a magnetic force to the pain of others. I experience objectivity. This has never happened in my entire life. So far events, such a the phone ringing (not mine by the way. I keep mine off.) can throw me into overwhelm. Presently, I experience a lot less overwhelm.
The diet in combination with being in Service to Self is shifting everything.
Have a good one!